I'm afraid that I may have blown my diet. My son was here this weekend, he's six and healthy so I'm not gonna make him eat plant based food. We were able to keep the junk food down to a reasonable level but I still snuck a piece of pizza, a hand full of pringles, and some halloween candy. I'm disappointed with my lack of discipline, and even more so that I missed my time of exercise.
Last night was just not a good night, Cassius left in a foul mood, refused to give me a hug or a kiss, or say I love you. I was calm, not demanding things, kids do that kind stuff when they are mad. I came in raging, and started to punch things that I should not have. I hurt both my wrists. Then I get a text message from my ex wife that accused me of letting him watch family guy, which was just not true. I accounted for all the tv that he watched over the weekend with the exception of an 18 minute period I was out at noon.
So after being called a liar, I decided to just go to sleep. forget eating, forget drinking the water I needed to, just sleep, and I did, I slept from 7pm to 230am. My wrists don't hurt anymore, so Monday is going to be crushed.
I may or may not have ruined my diet, I'm not sure but I'm not even mad at myself for it, it's not like I gorged on junk food or fast food all weekend long, I had made enough leftovers to make sure I could still eat plant based, and papa johns sells vegan breadsticks, so I think did ok.
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